Contemplations During Altered States
Steve’s Handy Dandy Do it Yourself Human Condition Matrix Model
This is from a chapter in my book.
I decided to make a matrix model of the human condition, as I see it, and I call it; “Steve’s Handy Dandy Do it Yourself Human Condition Matrix Model”. Anyone can build one as this is a simple model and no tools are required and not all models need to be exactly the same.
First, we start with the frame or cage as I call it. It resembles a shark cage, a little, but is not that big and has no physical form, they are energy lines only. The vertical lines start at just ever so slightly below the most bottom part of the feet and go up to just ever so slightly above the top most part of the head. I have four lines in front and back and three lines on the right and left in mine, yours may be more but probably not less.
Our physical outline is in the cage of the Matrix and is also only an energy form, not a physical one. The lines of the matrix are not restricted by our physical energy outline and go through our form, but our form cannot extend past the outside energy lines of our matrix model and sometimes it feels like a stocking or sock and makes it difficult to move and we get that trapped felling like when we dream we are in danger but can’t move or get away.
Second, we now add the horizontal lines, starting with the almost mid-point, located three fingers below the belly button where the dantian is located (you can look this up if you have never heard of the dantian point). This is the only horizontal place that is like a transparent platform and extends front to back and side to side and there is also a thin energy vale separating the top and bottom. This platform has a bit of a float to it but not much. If the vail is perforated for whatever reason we will need to be heavily sedated or locked up.
Third, all the horizontal and vertical lines below the balance point, of the slightly floating platform, are all related to the DSM, the Diagnostic Service Manual of mental health disorders or sometimes referred to as Personality Disorders. Everyone has all the traits of the DSM because the DSM is all about human beings. The only time there is a problem is when one or more are out of balance and cause us to have issues or problems if you prefer. The horizontal and vertical line creates little squares that are holding points or pigeon holes and are meant to keep everything from mixing together.
Forth, all the horizontal and vertical lines above the balance point, of the slightly floating platform, are all related to our FOO (family of origin), what country we were born in, what state, county, city or town we grew up in, and what happened to us during our life up to the point of constructing this model.
Fifth, there are also vertical lines that are related to spirituality, we all have them but some choose to ignore them and that’s OK it’s your matrix, you can construct it anyway you like, but it’s all there like it or not. These vertical lines can be weak or strong and the colors can vary.
So what happens is this; if we are borne with a/some organic issue(s) in the bottom part of the matrix (DSM) the pressure will cause the energy to move upwards and will affect the upper part of the matrix. An example of this is that our family of origin might not be very happy with the pressure that has been put upon them and they may lash out at us because we have, probably unknown to us, caused an imbalance in the lower part of their matrix. This can go on and on and affect all the other entities in the upper part of the balance point.
If we have an imbalance in the upper part of the matrix, maybe something that happened to us in our life because someone we trusted betrayed that trust, then that puts pressure on the lower part of the matrix and causes an imbalance in the DSM part of the matrix and we end up with a mental health issue.
Sometimes, the imbalance(s) is/are small enough that we can deal with it ourselves, sometimes we need help and find it, or not. If we think we have found it but it turns out to be corrupt we end up worse off mentally and or become addicted to something. Sometimes we self-medicate and that helps/works or leads to more problems and addiction.
This is all a little bit like a game, but for real. The players in the game are good people and bad people and we are not allowed to see who is who until after we have made each choice and we either have some relief from the pressure or more is applied. This keeps up until we are as close to
balance as we can be or are destroyed in the web by the spiders that have names like evil, power, greed, insanity and names like that.
This is just a model and you can color it anyway you like or not.
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